Bye Bye

Hi guysss.....
Happy Satnite :D Today is 31st August 2013. The last date of August I mean..
So, say good bye to August :D haha...Let's sing this song "Bye Bye" together, hehe..
I like that song..
Oh yeah, Tomorrow is September 1st '13, and you know what? 
Holidays is almost over and I still don't know what I did all this time. 
I mean "something meaningful, and useful for my future". hmm :(
Yesterday my mom asked me to write my proposal, so before kkn, I have finished it.. and my dad asked me to do the same thing, they said I should have graduated next year. 
That was kinda scary for me, u know :( coz I haven't even started to write my proposal...at all -_-
and,,,, I don't even know when I will 'kkn and pplt'...

I dunno what to say right now,
I really want to graduate next year, yes I really do..
but it's too difficult, complicated :O remember my title of proposal about 'speaking' and 'experimental'...
so I have to record all the activities when I'm teaching :'(
and after we have finished our proposal, we have to 'ujian hasil' ..before we continue to 'skripsi'... :(
it's complicated, rite?-_-

Ya Allah, please help me.. 
I know, You will help me through all thisss
I promise I'm not lazy anymore to write my proposal :D
coz I wanna make my parents happy :D and I wanna graduate as soon as possible, and I wanna have a Real Job in this Real Life-_- :( 
Aamiin...
Thanks ya Allah for everything...
I love You :* :D