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i am happy, God still love me
gave me a good family, awesome close friends, and nice people around me

my family, always there for me, kind to me, and never hurt me
i love them so much
likewise with my close friends, God gave me the people that He knows they won't hurt me, also always there for me, always kind to meee whatever i'm in a good mood or not, they still care about me :D love them so much, 

i'm so afraid of having experience like what most of people had, like i saw, before, they're so happy befriended, hangout together, they were having fun, and eventually became close friends.
but, then, what their friends did?
a person who they considered 'best friend' turn out to hurt them, has two faces, become one of their bigggest enemy, spreading fake news, become one who spread their disgrace, and betrayed their heart

i dont wanna feel the experience like that, i was always afraid given the wrong friends, i was very scared to be disappointed again, because i know find friends who are truly kind is not easy, just tryin' to be a good person for everyone, even though i know not everyone has a kind heart, just always being nice to them and hope they will be nice back to me, because i believe, if we kind to everyone, they also will be kind to us.